SOMETIMES

 Sometimes in the mid of this swiftly running life when I look back….


 I see myself running in an endless rat race where the aim lack(s)…..

Sometimes when tired of fleeing from myself I sit, I wonder how gravely life has taken its turn……

When I was a kid, leisure was playing with friends and fighting with sister and tears were only fear of leaving mom when going to school to learn…..

Sometimes when sick of acting blind, I open my eyes hoping to care….

I see myself trapped in a cage of adulthood having no time for fun, no time for joy. I have bundles of green papers which can buy dozens of pizzas with extra toppings but I can’t find a friend to share……

Sometimes in moonlit nights when I miss my mom, when I wish to get her lap to cry out my heart, I curse myself for being so far….

So far and so occupied that I don’t find the time to appreciate the beauty passing by me, when I miss those leisure bike rides I feel myself like a bug trapped in a glass jar…..

Sometimes I wonder how I became a part of this endless race……

I had an ambition, I had a love but now that ambition has subsided, that love is gone, I lost myself in my own life’s pace……

No time to play, no time to read, I miss my life’s rhyme…

Sometimes I feel I lack time even to miss that time…..

Running aimlessly only to take lead but sometimes I feel even winning will only give pain…..

I will still be a loner at the top who will cry looking down at a bunch of friends dancing in rain………..

BLOMANCE continues.........

Days have become more warm and moon lit nights are now more bright…….

I cant help but think about her and it fuels excitement height…….

 Life has found a new tune type…….

My heart wants to recreate this tune into a beautiful melody of love and life……

 Last night I wondered what made me fall for her……..

Was it my newly found loneliness which initiated, or was it her charm, but finally my heart concluded it was her best compatiable nature………….

  

A typical Indian girl who loves SRK only as raj and for whom DDLJ was just not a movie but a epic saga of hearts……..

For  a boy like me catching her romance levels were atleast not possible until she teaches aparts……..

But romance was not the only thing to be taught dancing was also on the peak………

Since dance and me are not made for each other and she was a dancing freak ………

 enough of poems ,enough of suspense today i will unfold the drama....

i will let u know wat i feel and will end my heart's trauma .......

BLOMANCE(blossoming of a new romance)

only a month ago my life had changed its track...

two birds had parted ways who were once each other's jill n jack....

life was pretty much changed for me,heart was reeling under pain....

a mutual decision by heart n brain together was granted that i will not fall in love again.....

things were falling in their place again with every passing day....

in that dark arena my friends were the brightest ray.....

one lovely day happened the virtual meet wid my 1 frnd....

her talks relieved my aching heart and caused it to mend.....

night passed and again the sun on horizon brightly shone.....

perhaps she was the one who conquered my thoughts last night,a single mention of her name even and my heart was blown....

the same feeling of life and love was back.....

it caused a rift btwn heart and mind but heart was stronger enough to kick mind aside on siderack....

the girl wid the magnificent smile had enveloped my heart and captured my thoughts

i dnt knw if itzzz love or crush or crush or love but certainly i have fallen fr her

my crush (dedicated 2 u ) :)

Night was dark,moon was bright
room was full of books and light.....


books opened but eyes at lappy
waiting 4 sum1 whose namesake makes me happy .......


trying 2 leap into books but heart w8ing 4 sum1 mine 
instantly the fb showed one new friend online ......


mah heart raced and hands caused a rush 
to check if she was the one over whom my lil heart has a crush......


and 2 my utter delight she was the one 
4 whom my heart had caused a run......


an angelic beauty shinier than amber & milkier than milk
whose one feel would certainly spark touch of silk.......


a fairy wid gentle touch of geek 
even the mention of whose would cause mah heart go weak.......


her likes list was topped by table tennis game 
for a crickt enthu guy as me it seemed unique lyk her name ........

mah first poem(n mah fav. one)BROKEN HEART

Today u have left me alone
has the love soured ,which u once shown ....


my life was blank  ,u made it shine
The day u added ur heart to mine.....


once ur love had made my face shine lyk sun in noon 
today ur absence has made it pale as winter moon....


Your love had changed me , i had found my heaven in you
How could you be so mean 2 giv ur heart to sum1 new.....


i jus cant distinguiush btwn real n reel
wenever those moments i feel ....


Today my heart aches 2 go back to d past
i can console mahself bt mah silly heart cant blv u r lost....


You were my heartthrob,you were my first love 
you were my life,you were my birdie dove .......


In dis journey of love she went on wagon and left me on cart 
perhaps i will have 2 always bear the grunt of  dis BROKEN HEART........